Anon

When I was young nothing ever seemed to far out of grasp I merely had to say I wanted "it", as I have matured i quickly opened my eyes to wanting things but no longer gifted with the power to overcome and elder with sparkling eyes I quickly learned how to earn" IT". But I soon found out in other pursuits it isn't as simple as wanting and working for "It". If you want it now you must pursue... it with your heart and take a gamble. Sure it may be scary but it's worth it in the end. -Anon

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When I was young nothing ever seemed to far out of grasp I merely had to say I wanted "it", as I have matured i quickly opened my eyes to wanting things but no longer gifted with the power to overcome and elder with sparkling eyes I quickly learned how to earn" IT". But I soon found out in other pursuits it isn't as simple as wanting and working for "It". If you want it now you must pursue... it with your heart and take a gamble. Sure it may be scary but it's worth it in the end. -Anon

Broken Man (EDIT NEEDED)

the broken man lay on the corner oh woah is me

the broken man lay on the corner how can that be

the broken man once had a family long before he fell into insanity

the broken man had a family? you may ask how can this be?

the broken man was once a rich man who had most everything

he come to his home to hear his flawless wife sing

for she was a pianist and a siren and she was his everything

the rich man pampered his wife though she was of very simple taste

they were true lovers and whenever they weren't close they long for each others embrace

the woman longed for a child 

and the man simply smiled

and their eyes met and glistened

And late that june, in the man's wife's woom 

A life began its transition

The pregnancy was painful the wife fell ill

though she always kept a faint smile

the man tried to feign 

to do the same

till the day came 

where the child that was born would not bear a name

and the one who had carried the child would also be buried, just the same

the man made a confession 

begged the world this the question 

"WHY'd you take everything" and then soon aft he lost his possessions

the riches the wife the child his life

the broken man lay on the corner

The FIX

I wonder if I should have an introduction 
To this peice of writing so bold
So out there and sparatic in the way it unfolds

I guess I'll just begin
And allow it to end at it's end

I'm sorry I tend to allow my mind to frolic 
And go untamed
Well I guess I'll start this with my name

My name is Tyler or Tye for short
I often sit and contemplated why nicknames seem to distort.....

But that's a different story , that I may later write
But there is a different story I'll tell tonight

I was broken and needed a fix
This was a problem that I couldn't chew over with a twix

I was in a state of disarray
The world seemed to collaspe as I shouted may day

I was falling I was on a steady decline
Just praying that it would end with a flat line

I had been in this state of mind before
Owned the license plate and had a decal of the mind's flag on my car door

Oh by the way I like the use of a good metaphor

Oh but now you understand where I was at mentally but this isn't what I lead the world to see
They saw many different sides of me

They saw someone who was usually happy
They saw a singer and a saxphone player who could play on key

They saw a lover of the world
They saw the small boy with hair always curled

Then there were those who saw me in a frustrated state 
A storm that wanted to see the world shake!

And then there was me in tears 
crying about all the troubles that had destroyed my spirit .... My fears

I was a camotion of emotion
And this was my life , exact is this notion...

But then only a year ago when I was feeling down 
I was picked up and dusted off from ground 

I found it! I wasn't alone! 
And that I had someone to call my own

Someone whom was and is always there
Who always placed people in my life to care......

Someone who decided to take my story 
And change it from sad to glad or something of glory...

I imagine by now you may have guessed his name 
If you haven't I'll proudly proclaim "Jesus"

Whatever the problem He has the answer
Lol docters should pray to him for the cure to cancer

But really when all my strength was gone 
Jesus became my rock my cornerstone

He gave me a place where I could begin
And gave me the oppurtunity to become whole again

Ask anyone who knows me now Ill greet them witha giant goofysmile
I going to rock my goofiness long after it's gone at a style

And I'll praise my lord when life gives mr a trial.....

The fix is Jesus and you are never to far gone
So instead of being hopeless and flipping threw the tv channels like what else is on....

Call collect to Christ
Jesus phone is always on

You the shining star whom lit my sky
As darkness many a time surround me

You the one who guarded me so that I may grow soundly

You whom forever sat and put others before yourself
Before your needs your burdens above all else

Yet, it is now that you have passed on to a life bright and a new 

There is so much I wanted to say . I miss you and love you

You who held me when I could barely walk you
whom declared yourself my friend before I could talk

You now a lost treasure
Now left the world gone forever
You that I yearn to get back
A feeling of brokenness that makes feel like I might crack

You the one who told me to never quit
You who kindled flames leaving areas of darkness in my life well lit.

You whom helped me in my madness,sadness, gladness

But now you are gone.

Yes, But now you are gone and all I can do is forlorn 
For you to return to me
Once again light the dark sky that now torments me

Please return my heart now burn 
my eyes can barely see

Cause since you've been gone tears fall from my eyes leaving them as wet as the sea

Please please return please return I need you so much you see.

I now understand that all life must end but why does it have to send you away from me
I wanted to live with you in my life to look after me.

Me? Me? Me?

I can't seem to get off me. You who help who. Me. I feel selfish but selfish I will be

because I need you so please come back to me.

Come back for a second so I can just tell you what you mean to me. 
Or better yet come back so I can lean on you as you lean on me. So you can let me be exactly what you were ,no are, to me. 

Well I am torn now as a mourn and cope with the pain but but I remeber that a rainbow follows after the rain.

And this rainbow is when we meet up above hug and kiss high five and show each other love. And also now I have another angel watching me diligently. 
Still my protector I can feel you watching,you see. 

And I guess in the end ill be seeing you again as we greet happily. But I still i want you to know through rain sleet snow

I miss you
Please miss me

Grace Of A Father

Look deeper my children. I want you to know that I'm with you forever. And it's through my grace and my grace alone you were saved. I have not forgotten you and will never leave you. I am forever your father forever with you, forever part of you, , and I will always love you.

The one above 
The one who'll love

The one who will guide you through the night
The one when lifes at an intersection will tell you to go right.

The one who even in your bad behavior
spreads his grace and mercy 
When you call for God, the Savior

Through the darkness and times you are weary
I am the only who shall not scurry
Even when you lose your place
My love endures forever as well as my grace.

The one who's there when no one will bother
King of King, Lord of Lords, Father

Worth It In The End

When I was young nothing ever seemed to far out of grasp I merely had to say I wanted "it", as I have matured i quickly opened my eyes to wanting things but no longer gifted with the power to overcome and elder with sparkling eyes I quickly learned how to earn" IT". But I soon found out in other pursuits it isn't as simple as wanting and working for "It". If you want it now you must pursue... it with your heart and take a gamble. Sure it may be scary but it's worth it in the end. -Anon